EXTINCT!!!

I don't know whats up with this month, but SERIOUSLY!!

THREE whole attacks!! Come on!! Cut me a break!! >,<

I-hate-you-I-Hate-You-I-HATE-YOU!!!!!!

So freaking get the hell away from mehhhh!!!!!!

Its funny how you hate something so much, but you still have this mental urge to know about these shiznits!! Its BUGGING me, LITERALLY!!!! : (

I mean, what are the chances hurhh?? Is this freaking law of fear??

It comes to taunt you when you least expect it to??

THREE TIMES in ONE month?! WTF right?!

I seriously hate to get my hands dirty!!!

It doesn't filth my conscience though!!! XP

The pure satisfaction of glorious victory!!

I feel like such a warrior!!

I remember how i used to scream and run away and come close to tears!! XS

Don't get me wrong, I STILL scream,

but at least i found the balls to whack the shit outta it!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Anyway, i have the most useless, sweet brother. LOLS!! XD

He heard me scream from next door, and he ran over with a drumstick!!

I thought he was gonna be all manly and get rid of the roach!!

But instead, when he saw the creep, he screamed too!!

And he let it get away!!!!!!! That was what pissed me off the most. =,=

After i shooed HIM out, I was on a mission again!!

The creep hid good!! But i finally found it and with 3 heartless smackdowns,

it laid there flat and motionless - FOREVER.

God, i felt my heartbeat in my veins!!

But seeing it dead, i was proud of myself for the courage i mustered,

but grossed out at the sight of that abomination and its aftermath i had to clean!!

YUCK!!

Still, this brings me to the point:

When you're left alone, helpless with no one to rely on,

Theres always a way, ALWAYS, when your will is strong.

I also noticed that I felt braver to face these monsters after every new attack!!

This doesn't change my hate for it though!!

Fuck you and your species forever!!

Unless you have a deathwish, don't mess with this chick!! XP

-RHFL : Roach Hater for LIFE!!!

幸福。

Congrats my dear for finally finding your very own happiness!!

I am so happy for you and pray with all my heart you will remain like this for as long as forever!! ^_^

May the both of you continue to grow with each other as each day passes,

And realise that life is more beautiful and amazing with one another in it!!

Enjoy your journey and cherish each moment!!

Because life is short, and we should appreciate whatever miracle that comes to us along the way!! : ]

I love you dear!! I'm so happy you're happy and that we're happy together!! ;D

All the best and may every single happy moment be engraved in our hearts for long long. : ]

}i{

Bloody Mary.

Squirming. Uneasy. Absolutely queasy.

Intensity. Pain. Its driving me insane!!

Why oh why do we have to endure such agony??

Why oh why do we suffer this physical monstrosity?!

Urghhhhhh!! Sometimes, I just HATE being a girl. : (

Actually mostly, [ LOLS!! ] butttt... >x)

Until you meet someone who can appreciate you even for that,

I guess it isn't so bad after all. : P

I'm glad I have.... ^_^

*I wish you were here to give me one of those superb belly rubs.... Urghhh........*

Odd to Even. ; )

Starting afresh, i'd like to firstly extend a warm welcome to everyone, SHALOM!! ; )

This here is my second blog. I have decided to abandon my previous blog because like every book, a chapter always has an ending, and with the ending of many, that book brings itself to an end too.

And so, this new blog marks the start of a new chapter in a new book for me. Hope all readers - friends or even random drop-in's will enjoy experiencing some of the puzzle pieces of my personal life here. : ]

On another note, i would like to assure all my friends, especially those who were worrying for me that, YES, Shann is back!! : ] Still a Rockstar, still playing her own loud tune in her same crazy way!! ^,^W!! Maybe a lot of you still don't know me that well, so here's an insight for you!! : P I am no average girl. I am an overly sensitive creature and can be extremely thoughtful and warm if i wanted to be. I explode with emotions. Thats why blogging is very important to me. It is an outlet where i express fully my emotions and all the life and turmoil that is whirlwinding in me. So i hope that everyone who visits here can understand and appreciate that this is my own world, and i rule my world.

Besides just a welcoming and introduction about myself, I'd like to also dedicate my first blog post to my baby. Thank you for inspiring me so much that i couldn't help doing this for myself - moving on and finding that courage to love and be loved again. As if I was the sleeping sun, you ignited that familiar light and warmth that brought faith in me again. Thank you for accepting me and appreciating me for who i am inside and out!! Who would've thought something so massively absurd and crazy would happen to us?? I am truly grateful we both made our worlds a plural one for one another.

<3