Christmas.

Today is Christmas. Finally, after all the chaos from university assignments to classes and all that jazz, Christmas is finally here.

But how come it isn't as jolly this year? ):
You ruined it.
I thought about all the things you said to me, but i still feel upset. : /
Then you added more oil to the fire when you continuously confronted me after.

Guess what? I am stillll toooo tired to reply you.
I'm physically and emotionally exhausted.
I don't know why i don't feel like fighting anymore.
I have no energy left to argue.

You are busy, i can be busy too.
I will fully utilize my time to occupy myself productively.
Time passes without me feeling guilty, and i won't have to feel sour because of you anymore, because of how you want things to be.

I'm just going to let it be...
Just let it be.

Merry Christmas.